blegh.

I know all yous guys were dying to see my Christmas outfit.... So here it is. This isn't the complete outfit. There is no photo proof of the whole thing. But I think this should satisfy. :)




When there's no school and no work....there's a very sad Erika.

Don't get me wrong. I rejoice when I have no work and school. But I weep louder when I have nothing else to do. I've already read the book I brought for the week and now I have nothing else to do. I need to figure out what to do for my exit show. Like what I want my final paintings to be. HELPPPPPP.

Went to see my dad's aunt this past weekend. She's a little feisty one. I like her attitude...actually, I lie. She's funny. But I bet she'd be super annoying to ALWAYS be around. Complaining about everything. Never being satisfied. She's cute..but no thank you. :) I hope she lives a long, peaceful, enjoyable life.

Scrooge

Yesterday:

Went to do my sister a favor at her school and basically got treated like shitake. Seriously. This woman was a snitch. The way she treated me was equivalent to how bad she looked. Which was REAL bad. What comes around goes around.

Today(Christmas eve):

Went all day with out food which put me in supa bad mood. AND then I have a sibling ADDICTED to her iPhone. It's disgusting. I hate it. I hate iPhone. They equal a selfish society. It really makes me ill how it's stuck to her hand. I just wanna throw it away. Oh materialism. I despise you.

BUT. I enjoy this time of year. For me, it's like at any moment I'm prone to cry. I start thinking about being together and enjoying each other and tears just wanna sprout out my eyeballs. This usually stops when one of my siblings says things like 'I can't wait for Christmas to be over. I'm just not a Christmas kinda person.' YES. She really said that! Sad. But overall. It's been a good day. I dressed up in my Christmas outfit. I'm going to wear it again tomorrow. :)

Enjoy this time together and make the most out of it. Joy.

12 hrs

So my shift at the good ol' Cup today was suppose to be only 7 hours. But I wanted to do a good deed today....So I took a co-workers close shift. My little shift then became a big shift. 12 hrs. yippee. And I conquered it with a big smile on my face. I mean seriously. What else would I have done. Just gone to the lonely apartment and sat there. NO THANK YOU. This book here got me through. :)

.......Seriously. Best. Book. Ever. I mean it's romantic and just beautiful. And it's based off of the book of Hosea. It's about God's unconditional love. It's one of those stories you wish never ended. And It a must for any female to read.....so go get it and READ!

:)

This right here is incredible:

At first glance I just was like 'oh'.....but then I kept staring at it and was in awe. This is beautiful. It's done so elegantly. It's mesmorizing! Seriously. In love. It reminds me of John Powers work. ( John-powers.com )

He simplifies things. Breaks them down. Makes them mechanical and ultimately beatuiful. My all time favorite piece by him is 'Field of Reeds'. I'm pretty sure I stood in front of this thing for 10-15 mins. Had I been by myself I might have stood there forever. I recommend going to his site and looking at his other work. I believe most of his stuff is shown as a video...sounds plays a big part in his pieces. :) enjoy!

fmylife

Argh.

So I planned on not blogging. And then I went to comment on a friends blog and my face and 'blog' is plastered under his post. I feel guilty. I can't direct people to an empty page (assuming someone wanted to direct themself to me).

Blogging. A not so personal window into my life. Or my life as I like for it to seem. I'd like to welcome you(joe) cause I'm sure your the only one who will see this. haha. :)

Cheers to my inner self feeling the pressure.

Here's some quotes to get you through the day:

-Elastic waistbands were created for the holidays.-

-Rejoice in your daily victories.-

-Drench yourself in unspoken words.-

-Love yourself. Dare to dream. Live on purpose!-

*We should thank Dove chocolate for those little gems.* Thanks.